Tuesday, July 27, 2004
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh.
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus]
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
[Chorus x2]
[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh.
<3 9:12 PM;
Monday, July 26, 2004
todae was such a sucky dae...sumtyms i realli hope tt i wan to be a a handicap.hear nth.see nth.feel nth.talk nth.haix y must life be so sucky...
qurreled wif elaine todae over one stupid sharperner.haix.y is ppl tt is wrong against ppl tt is right?-confused-
maybe they think the person cryin is always right?haix.feel ltk slashin but dun wanna make ppl tt care for mi worry.haix.realli veri confused.cant believe tt julie will betray mi and grace and went to tell ppl stuff tt was supposed to be our secret!damn.feel so betrayed manx.maybe there is some mizunderstandin?but will ani one tell mi was it is?haix.so damn depress and confused.
<3 5:56 PM;
Friday, July 23, 2004
bOos!!
eeks!! im pollutin ur bloggie!! =s
i seriouslie duno wadta blogg. pouts.
but i'll try. =))
erms. i realised @ sum pt dat sum tings dun matter no mor. human..r contradicting creatures..yea. dey ask stoopeed qns. & act waaaaaee stupidlie. yupps. so.. realie. dun waste ur time on dose kinda ppl yea?? i duno abt u. but 2 mee. it'll b darned difficult. budden again. i haf..weLL. much better frens. *hinting too you..ur much better fren is mee!!* lols. ok.. stopp crappin liaos.
lovelove**
takkaire~ yupps??
ohhs. promise mee u wun do netin stupid?? *weak smilex*
kkaes. shall stopp pollutin ur blogg liaos. =))
wads wif de marquee?? *tilts head*
<3 7:24 PM;
Thursday, July 22, 2004
here i am bloggin again yupx.lazy to nlog past few daes.hehex
hehex.todae went to old folks home.yarhs. sang various songs.but to me it wasn't quite a sucess larhs.maybe everybody is shy bax.yupx.b4 tt mi,him,grace,julie went to heartland.yupz.at there went to MeEt junwen they all then as usual went to tk neoprint lors.yups.7 person one machine.-[mi,grace,julie,him,jun wen,shaun and derek]-yupx.then derek stand at one corner nvr take.not fun.but nvm.later went back skol then took cab to the home.yups and then perform yuppers.ya hadta sing.hehex.wasn't a success larhs but nvm.yuppers.then went to help the helpers.ask them wad to do yupx.offered to help to feed one of the ah ma.hahax.yupx.gt to bend down to feed.-back pain sia-yupx.then pushed some old folks back to their beds yupx.waited wid the old ppl for the lift, tokin to them.yupx.then gt one ah ma dun understand chinese then lucky she speaks hokkien *heng arz* yuppies.then ask her whether the show nice and so on larhs.hehex.yarhs.then afta tt grace told mi a joke.yupx.here it goes.julie went to ask the ah ma whether wan to tk picture nots then she sae -[in hokkien]-" auntie li ai pai zhao(in chinese) mai" hahax.then mi and joanne kip luffin non-stop.-bleahx- it was suppose to be "auntie li ai hip xiong mai"-[in hokkien]-hahax.yups.hahax.yupx.then calean cried juz bcuz he tok to her is a harsh tone [[RIDICULAS]]sheesh.OMG! even told her mom!wah lan ehx.wadeVeRrR she is juz to childish and toOx sensitive liaox larhs.nvm then he lyk so angry.i also dunno wad to do suddenly tok so much to him.even nag at him for his atittude.hahx.solli larhs.but rmb to CONTROL!.hahax.-bleahx-.yupx.afta the problem is settled.went home lors.yupx.he sent mi home.yarhs took 119 yupx.easlier mah so tt he wont go home so late.wait get scoldin how.hehex.ok liaox.i think tts all lors.lub him.*muacks*
<3 8:12 PM;
Sunday, July 18, 2004
Finally i hv got a bit of time to blog.hehex.
-16'07'04- I accepted him.hehex.he wanted an ans for veri long then at last i accept him.yarhs. hehex.but i find it a bit weird lehs.maybe it onli the startin.as wad an experienced person,ivy,have said,startin is always weird.yarhs.hehex.
-17'07'04-had gb in the mornin -[the polish boots session was quite fun]-then after tt wanted to send mi home de but too bad i went to eat lunch wid last went mah officer but still at last went to heartland wid bernice ,geraldine and shima.yarhs.then shima saw ivy then ivy sae she goin to watch movie wid wil and guys then nvr call us go.*hump*.nvm lors.yarhs we had lunch at burger king then then had this story by bernice and were tokin bout prince and princess stuff.bernice was the lil'princess then shima was the princess and then olga was the big prince.hahax.ok then after tt went to tk neoprint.then we kinda hv a "changin face game" hahax.bernice was the lead person.yarhs after tt dunno wad happen bernice did this pose wid her butt stickin up.-phew-hahax.yarhs.had fun overall.yups.then at night went to cousin hse.i think tts all larhs.yups.wad a tiring yet crazi dae-phew-hehex
signin off-jazmine-
<3 9:53 AM;
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
hahax.yarhs.
yesterdae was GB dae.so malu manz,gt to sae the pledge.then hors i was lyk dunno wad to do and ppl sae i sae the pledge till veli soft.-solli larhs.i was nervous lehs.-
yups.after tt i went to shima hse once again and this time was wid janice and wenna.yupx.but before tt we went to mac to eat then to heartland yupx met yun ru at mac then we shoppin together at heartland then wenna was lyk always followin yun ru and she was lyk so damn pissed off.sheesh.i can see tt she is so damn pissed off manx.yarhs.back to shima hse.we actually had a bit of pillow fight and wad went to shima hse then at last i was the one servin the beverages.phew.yarhs did some cheer thingy.so bo liao.then went home by cab once again.
OK
todae. was nui nui bdae! happi birthdae to him! hehex.yarhs.was quite a fun and bad dae for nui nui bax.cuz he gt strip lyk dunno how mani time yarhs.poor nui nui.supposin to go tk neoprints together de.but nui nui sae not todae.yarhs. but quite a bad dae too larhs.in the same dae rites.two handphones can be stolen OMG! tt person must be lunatic! yarhs.we tht is another person lost le but lucky it was a false alarm.phew.heng.we hv gt some suspects le but hv gt no proOve.-sigh- yarhs.after tt went back home took the same bus as janice and wenna-[[cuz ced send shima home.yarhs.]]- at last also go home alone.-[nvm larhs.used to it le.yups]-todae wasn't a gd dae manz.sharinah actually gave mi tt loOk.haix.so depress.y is she liddat?mi and shima always wanted to make her a better person de.well forget it the onli thing we could do is to pray hard for her to change.yupx.yarhs.todae had mock oral.it was kinda ok and the topic for the conversation was tradition.which was kinda ok for mi yups.[]scared will fail how? haix dun care larhs[].yups i think tts wad happen for the whole dae le larhs.ok le signin off.jazMinE.hehex.
<3 10:00 PM;
Sunday, July 11, 2004
hehex.yesterdae was the millage run thingy and i came in the 33rd.so happi.[last yr gt 41st.boohoohoo~]then red hse came in first for cheer!!the cheer leaders was lyk so damn happi.hehex.[i was one of them larhx].heex.yarhs then after the millage we went to heartland then shima feel lyk not eatin fast food then at last went to compass banQuet to eat.[jeremy tht i sae blanket] hahax.then went shoppin.afta tt went to shima hse.did mani mani things.we cook instant noodles which was suppose to be curry SOUP noodles.but dunno how shima cook and make it become MI GORENG!hahax.and ya we made hotdogs if cheese stuff in it and we lyk so WeEetArRrDed.we actually took a video on how shima eat the hotdogs.its lyk we gone bonkers le.yups.then after tt jeremy was taught to walk on heels.and he lyk cannot balance then he walk lyk so farni wid shima skirt.hahax.after tt we kinda make music wid chopsticks.hahaxwe make up jeremy and he even catwalk hahax.then after tt camp home.so damn tired.yarhs.tts the whole of yesterdae.tml is GB dae le then wad! i am goin to sae the pledge!so malu.i dun wan but faith put mi there de.so sian.ahh! ok i gtg le..signin off.-jazmine-
<3 10:08 PM;
